///drains u/// Finished colouring Wraith for the Zora May event >:) full bio on toyhou.se. basically vampfish (lamprey)
What’s up late night folks? Here’s an eerie shot I took down a pitch black road in the middle of the night
Extracting from the original tags: this is an 8 minute exposure — it was indeed pitch black
Darling, on your birthday, we’ll have sex. No, no, I don’t mean sex.
Frank, what do you mean?
It’ll be like a sex, but it won’t be sex. Not in the usual sense. We’ll be anywhere. No time. No bounds.
The realities will feel like they’ve melted and we’ll be everywhere and nowhere. You’ll feel my body parts on yours and your body parts on mine. We won’t be a man or a woman. We’ll have the countless natures of God and the infinite space. And we’ll have a body just like a body of course, but like the body of God or the dream of a camel. No limits.
Of course, Frank, I see now. That’s quite a beautiful idea. Tell me more about this no time no bounds no limits thing.
I’m glad you understand, sweetie.
Sex, darling, is created out of the logic of unbound things.
You know that everything is bound to everything else.
We are bound to our parents.
We are bound to each other.
Blood is bound by the fact that it moves through the bodies of everyone it touches, and remains in their bodies long after their deaths.
So sex is also bound.
It happens in time, which is bounded by the fact that there is a beginning and an end.
And it has a shape and size, which is bounded by the fact that it is a thing of flesh and bone.
The boundless unbound sex that I am speaking of is different.
There is no time, no beginning and end.
The shape is not of flesh and bone.
We are everywhere, both inside our bodies and outside.
We are God, we are a camel’s dream, we are monkeys having sex, we are jellyfish floating along the ocean’s currents.
We are infinite and we are nowhere, and we are nowhere and we are everywhere.
I can’t speak of it in words. It’s like trying to explain what it’s like to wake up in the morning. The act of writing these words has made me smile.
We’ll make love, and it will be like no other love, because it will have no boundaries.
It will be like when you’re not having sex with someone, but it’s good. And when you’re not listening to music, but it’s good. The time is not right, or the music is not there, or the feeling is not there, but even so, it’s good and you don’t want it to stop. That’s when we’ll be.
Thank you. I’m so happy that I can make you feel this way, sweetheart.
Actually I'll never forgive Punk Rave and Killstar and fast fashion brands for tricking people into thinking that being goth or punk or emo is expensive. Babygirl the only goth brand names you need to know are Rit, Good Will, Etsy, and Studs and Spikes, we used to shove safety pins through our ears and then they started selling earrings that look like safety pins for 15.99. We used to dye thrifted wedding dresses black and they started selling gothic gowns for 300 bucks. We used to put studs on boots we found in the back of the good will and they started making Demonias. DIY or die wasn't perfect it can be exclusionary to disabled people but whatever the fuck we've got going on right now is so much worse. It's not any more inclusive to the disabled and it is exclusionary to the people who made punk, to the people who made goth, to the people who made emo. If you've got the funds and you don't want to do diy pay someone else to do it for you but please let it be a small artist or a friend not some guy in a suit who's made it his business to gentrify punk. You can turn flats into platforms with flipflops, hotglue and gumption don't let anyone tell you different.



























